a buzz on my n1600 brought me to complete consciousness. i checked on the message and it was from april(a co-trainee @tp) just a happy father's day greeting. i checked on the time, 6:09am. i felt my bladder churning so i hurried to the john. prepared coffee and decided to check out what's new on the net. it has been 2 months since i have this job in a call center and a lot of things happened already. being new to the call center set up it was like i was transported to a different portal, a whole new world... pressure, info overload, personality clashes, new acquaintances. sometimes i would feel nauseated with the stress, lack of sleep and quite a number of issues at home that i have not yet resolved. its a good thing that i have already learned to love and enjoy teaching that i get to syphon strenght and motivation from the rowdiness and youthfullness of my students. not to mention the love and attention of my gorgeous wife! otherwise i would have been lost into oblivion... my mind has had a lot of innuendos, procrastinations, projections, backtracks and who knows what... it just wont or if i may say cant pick up a specific line of thought, evaluate, plan and bring the idea into reality. things just gets piled up on my mind that many times i would just take to humming the song "let it be"... but i know for a fact that i have to take control of my thoughts, specially of my actions, take absolute control of my life so to say. if i may borrow a phrase from a tp co-trainee: "life is beautiful" and for me to see that i have to think of "tabula rasa" assess, focus and actualize. a good jumpstart right??? and its on a father's day...
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Well written article.
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